August

I lost you to August
It is disturbing, the wind
Blowing you away from me
Swirling, twirling you away from me

The heart finally stopped longing
And I find myself crawling back to a place
Where I have nothing to lose, everything to gain
Where I belong

I can still hear the wind even here in my corner
It swifts and dance with a smile
With you in its hands
With its whispers in my ears

It is cold here
But it is familiar, the sight, the nothingness
I let the wind dance and sing, perpetually
And I surrender to it, it wins

I sit here, my heart cannot break
As I do not have one anymore

I lost you to August
You, whom I have never had